transitions.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

today is chinese new year. im so so so not in the mood.

i have so many things to do, yet not one is done yet. freak if today i dont start doing anything, ill be so screwred! USC is like the school that i have the highest chances to get in. but.... i havent even started the essay and its due like in 2 days. shit man. this and that, so much things to do. freak!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

ok this is a pretty dumb post!

i wonder how come im affected by i forgot who anyway. he/she said that japanese have plastic surgery. ok thats a pretty dumb post! haha especially when i have like a math quiz in 4 hours time. i hope not all of them have plastic surgery! especially MM. ok now im starting to hate them cause everyone is liking them all of a sudden. hahaha i hate to share things, now you learn more about me.

ok its getting dumber now. my math, im like so lethargic to even start studying. im confident and im not confident. dont know what kinda feeling is that anyway. sometimes i just daydream and look into the stupid lavalamp and look at the bubbles. then i'll stone and daydream. shit man, this is a severe disease that can kill the brain cells. i think its really bad to have internet. because of internet, you can do so many things, its like a gateway to the world, a virtual world. from there i saw so many ( pretty babes ) and so many WOW things that make your saliva drop ( cars, billionaires ), of course plus my 140gb of downloaded stuff from the internet ( folks, its not porn ). great, internet has ruined half of my life.

last time in singapore, internet was used to surf the net and get to know more people. however after coming to singapore, even though my contacts doubled, i dont even talk to them using the bloody msn messneger or something. msn messenger is only used to talk to my singaporean friends, yeah its not used for making friends. ok what am i trying to say here, haha. that i have no friends here, i asked my jeff wht i was anti-social. and he said like, yes i was. hahaha i guess i hate to do stupid indonesian handshake and i like to walk away from them or from the crowd. its cooler that way! yeah right. its because i dont know what to talk to them. my indonesia language is pathetic. aaahhh, how come i only know indonesians, international student who's friends are all indonesians. hahaha.

iroiro aru sa!

ok i think i drift off too much here.

shall go back to math for final touch up and revision!

(p/s): my friend ever told me, most japanese have small eyes. thats the original japanese ( the new one have big eyes , and yeah its plastic surgery. ) but not all of course, i hope =((

Monday, January 23, 2006

MR WORRY SAYS:
'
if there was karma, maybe i would have to die a thousand times to repay sins. but if there was god, you wouldn't have to. what would you do?'

there are lots of things to do this week. tomorrow is math, a little scared, a little unprepared. like what shona said, unsure of yourself and work leads to worrying.

yes im dead worried cause i sucked at math and i dont know if i can handle tomorrow's quiz. all i could do is to hope pray or whichever way it is. im officially in the living room and my room is so not cosy. like a trashyard which has lots of different furnishings in the house. lets try to make today a happy day.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

today is my second day staying in the living room. hahaha, yes im officially outta my room.

my new roommate is going to stay in MY, and yes its MY beautiful room. but i guess i dont have much of a choice! lol. goodnews is i managed to change one of my grade. ok thats really cool. the reason why i got a B is because i had like 15 absences, man 15? thats like 5 week of classes. i dont know if the teacher got it wrong or what, but how can it be? Darwin who loved humanities skipped 5 weeks of classes? hahahaha. oh well doesnt matter anymore. its the past. lets hope theres a mistake in the english grade and i can change it to an A.

my rooommate just called me yesterday, had this conference call with tyo. haha sorry my mistake, my EX ROOMMATE. mr RICHARD SOENJAYA. haha his voice is so familiar, and for what i know we might never see him again. hahahaha. im glad he is doing well in washington at the " isolated " place of the world where there isnt any market or nearby big cities. man thats pretty pathetic. hahahaha. he told me tabara san was a nice guy, lets see how it goes.

im really like serious jet lagging. i woke up during midnights, and i sleep in the late morning/early afternoon. its really bad for health. hahaha bad health plus bad diet. i hope sleeping more will make me recover faster. i hate to be coughing and feeling sick though.... this month is ending soon and i havent started on my USC personal statement. ahhhh, freak its so scary isnt it. well. lets see how it goes.

lastly, i must learn to manage my time. thats the crucial key in learning mathematics and doing my things efficiently. perhaps the biggest mistake last semester was not being able to manage my time efficiently. hahaha.

few more universities applications. update on univerisities applications.
math is one of the top priority, and do well in this semester . err.

anybody wants to volunteer to edit my univ essay!?

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

my 200th post.

ahh this first week has really been bad for me.

first it was math 183, that i was so afraid of.

then it was the roommate problem. he dint wanted to move in, but luckily he just moved in and he said its ok so hes gonna move in. im glad, but the price i had to lower it to the same as evan's which is $500. means there is only a price difference of $100 only between the living room and the room. well, i guess i need the money and i dont have the choice.

math 183, im kinda scared. well, yeah like what zihui said. do the math and see the probability that i will end up with a japanese, and the probability is 1/2. why? cause its either i get to, or i dont. so is passing math 183. im glad i had some friends there, like rico and this hongkong guy called tommy. i wished there was someone to take the course for me, man im like so afraid of math, to make it worse if i do fail this class, i don't have to transfer.

man, this is the situation where you say, oh lord what should i do?

i cant stop thinking about math. i hope on friday mark eades and sydlaske can change our grades. we really need it.

the 200th post and its like such a unhappy entry, so many things to grumble and complain, so many things not done and so many things messed up.

this semester, few priorities.

do well for math 183
~~find a roommate~~
do well for other subjects too
hemat hemat ( save money )
get into a relationship and SEE THE PROBABILTY OF ME WITH A JAPANESE. HAHA ( nah just joking.
take care of my own body and health.

its first week of the month, lets pray and hope for the best. well, shona we arent suppose to hope right?

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

im back again to the united states of america. many happy and unhappy things did happen.

all i know its a new year and its time to strive even harder. ( though this is what everyone says, but it just take 10 days to forget and go back to the old ways ). today was rico's birthday, well happy birthday. i hope your fengshui gets better.

life is still in a mess, and with 6 months ( i PRAY hard its 6 months ) left with my friends and classes at dvc, i ought to make the best outta it. right?

so i shall study superhard and maintain all B's for this semester. oh please look after me for math 183. i am really worried for math, and i am certain and i want to prove halim and imei that i am able to do math 183. halim always say,wah math 183, sure die sure die, classes haven't start and he started saying such " inausupicious words ". man, im gonna prove them wrong, by taking math 183. i shall do well in it and go to the university i want ( ahh im trying hard to convice myself ).

please 25gb of Jdorama to keep me accompany, i shall save money by not going out so much. i saw my new roommate, he looks a little geeky though but he seems kinda friendly. hahaha like those cupu kids that just graduated from high school. hahahahaha. next post is my 200th post. time flies, man its my 200th post. lol despite switching blogs, i ended up here again didn't i.

darwin please work hard!

so that someone will say to you,

"Gambate-mas"

"Ometeto"

"Otsukare"

you will do well and people will say it too.

well?

Friday, January 13, 2006

man. singapore customer service is the one of the worst. yes, its one of the worst.

i almost miss my jan15 flight and the took the flight today. why? because of some dumb human errror in the agency and initially they even deny its their mistake, and pushing the blame for us.

those fucking buggers called me yesterday night and tell me to take the flight on january 14th. im like WHAT? to makeit worse, its like 24 hours before the flight. i had to call Singapore Airlines to ask for a seat, and to know what happened.

so singapore airlines told me:

i paid and booked the airline ticket on the december 7th for the jan15th flight. the booking was cancelled after 5th of january, 30 days from the december 7th because there was no " booking number " given to the singapore airlines. ( that actually meant some sort of the airline not paying ). afterwards, they rebooked my air ticket on the january 13th which was yesterday and put it on 14th-16th of january, and they got the 14th flight. this meant that its their fault for not sending the ticket number and its their fucking mistake.

luckily, after 4 hours of conversation with SQ, i was able to get a seat thanks to nice lady by the name of Ratna, a senior officer in SIA.

i called the bloody travel agency to aask what happened, they kept giving stupid reasons and some rubbish shit. 2 agent, the first one by the name of MAY was an ass. young, impudent and rude. i hope she gets fucked and die of syphillis. the other guy who was in charge of my ticket by the last name of LIN was better, he denied but finally apologized. and my mother slammed the phone on him, yes he is forgiven andhe will not die of STD, but MAY should die for being so rude.

thats why i said singapore customer service, no, to be exact, its the small and middle business that ought to die, or they should at least be more respectful to their customer. i dont see that in america, japan ( im biased ) nor in indonesia. basic manners and they don't have it. social studies said its a service, tertiary industry. with this kind of attitude, they ought to just die and disappear from the world. or the bloody japanese should conquered them and teach them some bloody manners. biatch

on the other hand i was impressed how singapore airline handled the situation. by giving calls back and feedback to customers, and also being able to understand how the customer feels, im super impressed. its no wonder why so many people want to take singapore airline.

2 incident, with those bloody shops. ... thats why sometimes its a MUST, not to give any sympathy to those middle business buggers who doesnt know basic manners and respect.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

dear diary,

" treat your parents like the way you treat your children "

Sunday, January 08, 2006

nearly 11 days in indonesia, dint get much anything done! but i was busy shopping for nothing.

well same old story, but at least i got my license. hahaha ok nothing to brag about it since indonesia license is pretty to get.

i dont know what to say, but it seems like i want to keep things to myself. lol.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

i ......... am not happy?